RealmOfChaosAndNight

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To My Pain by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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To My Pain

"To My Pain" Bloody banners and blinding light, Who am I to give up this fight? Concious saying yes. Concious saying no. Can all the voices in my head just go, go, go!? I'm going insane. Can't take you no more! I'm gonna climb up, till I hit the floor. Going down in a flood of conspiracy, From all your memories, erase me! Im alone. Distraught, And I don't care. Emotional scars not shown. They're there! Spewing blood from cuts and scrapes, But in my mind a black hole gapes. Adrenalin rushing. Blood pumping. In my throat, my heart is jumping. I gag and cough and then throw up. My lungs themselves begin to corrupt. The light has

Inner Child Expence by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Inner Child Expence

As a hellish flame engulfs the innocence of the forest, I am encapsulated by your embellishing caress. With your very presence you entwine my soul between your fingers, While an effusion of your gaze produces dark figures, And within me as you speak, is a captured child, With a discontentness so eerily mild. Yearning for its chance to once again maunder, Until then, Inside my every spoken word and thought it will wander. And so stealthily it corrupts me from within, Eroding my every sentiments until I will give-in.

Engel by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Engel

"Engel" Chorus ---------- Here I have fallen, The kid of the Chaos and the Moon. My rages have created the cold nights, And my tears have filled them with stars. My desires have created the lovers, And my pain has given them scars. Verse 1 ---------- My claws bring you fears, My wings bring you the sweetest dreams. My lips make you lost, And my voice makes you scream. My eyes make you lonely, And my touch protects you. My Breath warms you up, For my beauy is true. But even being who I am, You make me weak. Your kisses drain my soul, I'm captivated while you speak. Your voice chains me, Meanwhile your ski

Hell's Hole by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Hell's Hole

Verse 1 ---------- All the cryptic essences lingering within my corrupted soul, They slowly slaughter all of my sanity and I am left alone in a hole For as I am burdened to this everlasting abyss I reminisce on all the reality, I have come to shamefully miss Chorus ---------- Stupid little motherfucker, Why have you condemned me? Your cruel words have now haunted me, For an eternity An eternity filled with hate, Filled with misery and pain Now every heart beat I live, Seems to further constrict my veins Verse 2 ---------- You are what has dragged me down into this fucking Hell, Your deciet has betrayed me, I have tripped,

My Pain Released by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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My Pain Released

"My Pain Released" Inside I hurt Inside I ache My veins bleed My spirit breaks Inside and out Im begining to die And as I do People just go by My tears burn And leave a scar My salvation now Seems so far I'm left alone With nothing to do So as I cut Only blood comes thru The razor blade Running along my skin This isn't right But it consoles within But what flows out It is all but pain I can see the blood But my nerves feel slain How deep can I go? I silently say All hurt flows out This is the only way I go deeper and deeper And more blood runs out I still feel no pain I can somehow live without I look into the

Heart Break Mistake by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Heart Break Mistake

Heart Break Mistake Once again my heart has been broken, Those words again, have been spoken You're nothing more than just a friend, My life again, is at an end Every night I have cried and cried, My tears have not quite yet dried As I lay awake at night, Wondering what had caused that fight As we creamed and yelled, My eyes are where the tears welled When you screamed, I hate you, My heart instantly broke in two As it shattered within me, Nothing seemed to have made me happy As the tears leaked out of my eyes, Our love seemed to be nothing but lies When the phone rang that morning, The call display was my warning It was

You by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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You

"You" YOU ripped out my heart, and stitched it to my palm. And yet, placid YOU remained. YOU looked at me with uncertaincy, As if something I did wrong. The generous warmth that once lurked, Has been engulfed by misery. And now all the lasting fragments have long since been drained, Of all purity and hope, Of sanity and wholeness. And worse yet, YOU. And so now all that is left, Are the broken scars within. The only memories I have of YOU, Are ones that hurt. Ones that slowly erode my thoughts, Into thinking something different, That YOU can still hurt me. And in doing so, I hurt myself And slowly bleed YOU out. Becoming

Holding The Hand Of My Shadow by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Holding The Hand Of My Shadow

'Holding The Hand Of My Shadow' Verse ------------- As I wonder, through my thoughts of agony, I stop and see all the mistakes I've made. There are so many, They weigh me down, And slowly drag me into a reality fade. And so this is the reason, I must hold the hand of my shadow To guide me along my life, Or of what remains to follow. Chorus ---------- Holding the hand of my shadow, No where left to go. Only a subtle need to cover it all up, For I am my own freak show. Quietly dying from the hurt within, I pray to leave it all behind. And to never return, To this world, So unkind. Verse ------- My head is not in the clear

Why by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Why

"Why" ------------ "But...Why?" (Breif Silence) "Things just werent working out...You know that" "Please...I love you...I'll change" ++"I love you too, but it just wont work...The lies...You cant change..." "You are, were, the only thing that kept me alive...You are what keeps me alive..." "I want you to do one last thing for me..." "What?! Die?!" "No...I want you to move on with your life" "But I cant! You are my life! Without you, I'll just die...I cant breahe without you, you are my air...I cant sleep wihout you, you are my sub-concious...I cant just move on, you were my...Everything" "What are you doing?" (Knife Sharpening)

Beauty is Black by RealmOfChaosAndNight, literature

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Beauty is Black

"Beauty Is Black" Verse 1 ---------- Beauty... As a disguise? Is it a mask tha we wear? A shield from our eyes? A shield from those shallow-hearted, Who only focus on outter fairness? Or from an open door to the insightful, Whose others inner srenghs they carress? Chorus ---------- Listening to my concious, I can never hear. Yuo are beautiful, But why do I fear? Is this all wrong, Or is this true fact. Uncover the disguise, That, beauty, is black. Verse 2 ---------- Black... As a void? Is it our inner most fears? Something we avoid? Our avoidance from the darkness, In which we cant see through? Or our avoida

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RealmOfChaosAndNight

Apr 30, 2007

Wooooooooo

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so like. I bought like 500-600$ in oil paints. and i've been getting into painting., so yeah wait for it.

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RealmOfChaosAndNight

Oct 7, 2006

//xoxox//the new shit//

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I've been going through alot of old sketchbooks. And I've found alot of old drawings that I'm planning on putting up on dA. There's over 50 drawings so it may or may not take me a while to post them all lol But I will definitly work on putting them up. Thank you to all my fans :D The love and support is greatly...greatlygreatly appreciated :D

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Oct 7, 2006

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Thanks for the fav!

np at all..

yea, isn't that usually how it works... at the time you don't really like it or something so you leave it alone and forget about it. then find it later and really like it...

DeAdLyDrEaMs

Oct 5, 2006

No problem at all
I love your art...

You kinda take emotions to levels that people don't really go..
Congrats for that.

alain-ch

Jun 28, 2006

Thanks a lot for the fav dear friend....
I am very touched !

ShadowOfTheFlame

Sep 1, 2005

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years..."

Sir-Heartsalot

May 16, 2005

coool stuff glad I stopped by

VektorKunst

Mar 18, 2005

right when i think its over... you call me again...

i thought youd given up on me, goven up on us... but im glad i was wrong...

maybe this really was meant to be...